My Twilight Journal: The Baseball Game

Last week I left off on the Twilight Journals sharing my thought about Edward and Bella’s Sunday at the Cullen’s.

What is next?

It was great that Edward made Bella tell Charlie that he was her boyfriend. I am not quite sure why it was so important to Edward though. I really enjoyed how Edward prepared Bella to ride on his back again! She became so relaxed and mesmerized by him that she had know choice.

I have to admit that I understand why she gets out of control when Edward kisses her. There is so much chemistry between the two once he kisses her she loses all control! You can see how Edward is so torn at times. He can’t be without her but he wants to keep her safe from him! Bella was great a taking command of the situation after her ride on his back. He kept going on about how he was mad at himself and she was so brave. She just stopped him. Then he said “I love you” for the first time!

You know I was on a forum the other day and the thread title was something like this: Does Bella love Edward more than he loves her? I have to say throughout this book I am constantly seeing out they both has such great admiration for each other. Not for the same things, just like in all relationships. He admires her for her courage, bravery and trust. She admires him for what his is and has to overcome just to with her. Not to mention his is perfect in everything he does. The Love is the same. They both love each other so much but it is shown in different ways. I believe Bella is looked at as immature because she doesn’t always see the big picture as Edward does, but who really would. The Vampire life is all new to her. I think they have a love that goes beyond the physical attraction.

At the baseball game.

So once they got the baseball game I thought it was great how the Cullens involved Bella and Esme really made Bella feel great. All of them were great except Rosalie of course. It makes sense that they would have to play baseball during a thunderstorm.

The book really changed directions at the end of the baseball game. I felt like things were moving so fast. I believe it was because of the fear of what would happen next. I obviously know that Bella is going to be okay and I am pretty sure that her Dad is but how that happens is another story. I will cover the hunt in my next journal entry!

Until next time,